How did this happen? Let's just say I found out something hurtful. Partly it's my fault, I mean it's not like I totally didn't know. I guess I wanted to believe it wasn't true but in the end the truth smacks me in the face, literally. [ouch]
Ever felt like at that one instant you couldn't breathe coz you were just so shocked? I felt that way.
I'm so sad...
but, I've got to pull myself together. I must. This is one of the moments where I feel so alone as I cannot confide in anybody. Nobody except one;