How did this happen? Let's just say I found out something hurtful. Partly it's my fault, I mean it's not like I totally didn't know. I guess I wanted to believe it wasn't true but in the end the truth smacks me in the face, literally. [ouch]
Ever felt like at that one instant you couldn't breathe coz you were just so shocked? I felt that way.
I'm so sad...
but, I've got to pull myself together. I must. This is one of the moments where I feel so alone as I cannot confide in anybody. Nobody except one;
Allah
I've wanted to share this saying with all of you. Now seems to be the best moment.
Bila engkau memandang segalanya dari Tuhan-mu,yang menciptakan segalanya,yang menimpakan ujian,yang membuat keinginan terhalang dan menyusahkan hidupmu,pasti akan damailah hatimu kerana masakanAllah sengaja mentakdirkan segalanya untuk sesuatu yang sia-sia.Bukan Allah tidak tahu derita hidupmu,retaknya hatimu,tapi mungkin itulah yang Dia mahu kerana Dia tahu hati-hati sebeginilah yang selalunya lebih lunak dan mudah untuk dekat dan akrab dengan-Nya.
Perhaps it was just not meant to be. I was foolish to think otherwise.
I'm still sad though, but it'll subside. I have to be strong.
Hey you! Baru third post dah emo. LoL! Hope u get better tho. Bile I depress, I think of Him I talk to Him for help. it helps. LoL! n do visit my blog! ;-)
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ReplyDeletecuti doesn't mean goyang kaki
haha
i'm bibik-less now
so i'm doing all the house chores
jage my sis & everything
so susah nak tinggalkan rumah
hw r u now?
cuti ape plak skrg nih?
Razor a-X,
ReplyDeletehaha, what to do?
I really wasn't in a good mood.
very drastic from how i felt that morning. Anyway, third post coz it's a new blog. XD
amie,
mane ade cuti now ni.
aku kat intec ar.
I'm so, so...
as u can see not in my best moods though.
heh..i'll get over it.
ala...wish you could come over at least once!
XD