I'm Lucky ^_^

Ever said that to yourself and mean it? Well you should :)

Last night I talked to and old friend of mine. It's been a while since we talked and how could that be since there are just so many means of communication? Our fault then. Haha...
Long chats with old friends are refreshing. At that moment I noticed that despite everything I'm not satisfied with, I'm lucky.

In this context, I'm lucky to have her has my friend.

Alhamdulillah :) Allah is Great. You know I have been thinking so much lately. It's not that I ever stop thinking it's just that thoughts are getting to me and it feels like I'm learning so much that I feel so happy. And how did this happen? Because of the misfortune I recieved. The misfortune I got so devastated over. Now isn't that another reason for me to feel that I'm lucky? :P

By the way, don't mistaken the word 'lucky' here. There really is no question about luck coz what happens to us is not based on our luck but based on what Allah has written for us. When I say lucky it's just an expression of 'syukur'. If anybody else has a word to replace saying 'I'm lucky' do tell me. We must stop saying wrong things right? :) kalau BM senang la, 'Saya bersyukur'... haa tu memang dah betul.

For those who don't know the meaning of my name, it means 'rare'. Because of that I've somehow always felt special. :) It's like I'm different from other people. But that's just the meaning of my name. I don't feel special and so I wish to be. Sometimes I fret about things that happen to me. I don't need to state out what but the questions I ask myself later is

'Why must this happen to me?'

'Why is it nobody else is like this?'

Now look and think carefully, what does that show? The truth is I never realised that my wish did come true. [I guess that's why people say becareful what you wish for. haha...] Because I am different, because I am special, that's why things (including misfortune) happen to me. The things I feel are so difficult to handle and seem to be unheard of to others are given to me by Allah because I am special. So why should I be anybody else? I'm fine just the way Allah has created me. And for that I am lucky.

Same goes to you. You are special. It takes thinking to really realise that, so think!

Thinking makes you realise so much. Doesn't that make you love Allah? :)

p/s: Blogging requires thinking and suddenly I think I have found the answer to my own question. :P I should say I'm thankful! Yes that's it but syukur sounds the best always. :)